Sunday, October 10, 2010
Hahaha! I've a joke to tell! Had erhu lesson just now and after me was this little girl (ok not little physically). While I was packing up, xls commented that she looks slim in her home clothes. Then she asked for her weight and she said she's 41kg! Xls went on to ask for her height and age. She's 162cm and.... SHE'S ONLY 11 YRS OLD! omg so young! Ok so here comes the joke.
Xls said I look like I'm in 160 range, so she asked for my height. =.= ||| I told her I'm not even 160 and she was shocked. LOL! I wonder if she's niao-ing me luh!! In fact, that girl is abt 10cm taller than me, how can xls not tell? Tsk...
Anyway, I feel both happy and angry abt my lesson. Happy cos the liulang I played was one of the best attempts! I felt THAT FEELING when I was playing it and I didn't stop! Angry cos I still suck at certain technical parts. Not that I can't do it. In fact I've been practising those parts in detail and I can play them after a few attempts, but I don't know why I always can't do it during lesson or when I play again the next day. Argh. Xls says I'm still not confident of those parts, that's why I'll get stuck when I reach those parts cos I'm scared of them. Argh. Infuriating right? Not that i cant, just that I failed cos of my own fears. Nvm, good thing it's just a technical prob. Can simply settle by practising more. Most imptly, I cannot let my fears or anxiety affect my performance during my exam and comp. JIAYOUUUU!
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Till we meet again..